Friday, August 28, 2009
Beautiful feet!
How beautiful are the feet of those who bring good news! Interestingly enough, the Lord brought that to mind the other day as I looked down at my very filthy feet. They looked pretty gross to me, and after a few moments of daydreaming about a nice pedicure, I just laughed and remembered the words to a song I sang as a little girl. I’ve forgotten most of the words, but the chorus sings, “She’s got beautiful, cute-i-full feet!” as it describes a girl who brings the good news to her friends. Earlier in the day I had encountered a shoe crisis, and ended up walking barefoot around the city for quite a ways, and the bottoms of my feet were black with I don’t even want to know what! These were not “beautiful, cute-i-full feet!” As I thought about that song, and the proverb behind it, I was humorously reminded that this does not mean that the Lord will miraculously keep your feet looking lovely, with nice callous-free heels and perfectly shaped and painted nails. But on a deeper level I was struck by the truth that I often times forget what real beauty looks like. Beauty has become distorted and turned inside-out by our world. The Lord does not see beauty, and indeed he did not intend for beauty to be seen in the way that many of us think of it today. Man looks at the outside appearance, but God looks at the heart. What we see as beautiful in so many ways is simply the shallow outer wrapping. The Lord has made many very beautiful vessels, such as the bodies of many, many people, but the part that is meant for beauty is found in the heart! Many times we miss out on beauty because we don’t look much further than the surface. If I were really concerned with true beauty, and what that looks like in an anointed young woman, I would not be so concerned with pedicured feet, (though they are quite enjoyable every once in a while!) and with well styled hair, (though I enjoy my hair thoroughly) and with how charming I can appear. (Though that last one is rarely an issue with me! Ha ha!) No, I’d be much more concerned with my feet bringing the good news; with my hands serving others as to the Lord, with my clothing being strength and dignity as the woman in proverbs 31, who is praised for her fear of the Lord and zeal in seeking Him. I’d be careful to make sure that I’m being bathed in the Word of God daily, and saturating my thoughts with it and with prayer. What a great reminder to me, that my feet do not need to look attractive to anyone in this world, and that if I am walking in obedience to God then they will be truly beautiful!
Praise God for another wonderful week in paradise! :) Though nothing like the paradise seen on the silver screen, Uganda is one of the most beautiful places I’ve been on this planet. Namely because along with the rest of creation it was created for the purpose of displaying God’s glory. Every morning, I have had the wonderful blessing of seeing the sun come up over Lake Victoria and the wonderfully green tree tops. And in the evening watch it go down and turn the sky bright shades of pink and orange. Its glorious: just a brief glimpse of the beauty of the one who painted it! And, my friends, that is not even the most beautiful part! I don’t need to tell most of you the great joy that I find in working with children. I have had the joy of beginning our bible school classes this week and what an adventure that is turning out to be! The first class was a bit more challenging than I had anticipated it being, since our translator was not so thrilled to be there, and struggled with some of the translations. We had about 35 kids and they were surprisingly well behaved, and interested in what we were doing, which was a blessing. Wednesday’s class was up to 50 kids and we had a different translator who was happy to be there and excited to be helping teach! Today we will have lesson 3 and I’m excited to see what God will do! The trend this far has been growing and getting more and more excited, so if we keep going in that direction, it will be great! Please pray along with me that the Lord will continue to break down the language barrier and that His word will be heard in the hearts of these Ugandan children! I love them with my whole heart and am so excited to see God’s hand work in their tiny lives!
Thank you for the prayers for health this last week, they have been much appreciated and I am happy to be able to report that the Lord is in the business of healing! I am feeling much better and am praising Him for strength today!
Thank you for the prayers for health this last week, they have been much appreciated and I am happy to be able to report that the Lord is in the business of healing! I am feeling much better and am praising Him for strength today!
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Here at last!
Hello my dear family and friends!
What a week it has been! I arrived safely in Uganda and have been working hard to get adjusted to the rhythm of life here for the past week. I love every second that I’m here and am continually overwhelmed by the joy of Christ! Many of you know that I am living in a house in Masesse, Uganda with Renee Bach volunteering with her ministry Serving His Children. Every Tuesday and Thursday, Serving His Children provides food for the children of the community, and I have had the wonderful opportunity to take part this week in what God is doing through the feeding program. SHC also provides medical relief to the community and this week there were 9 babies living in our house receiving treatment for many things ranging from malaria to scabbies to infected wounds. My room is just down the hall from the babies’ room, so I have had the excitement of little ones waking me up every morning. It is a wonderful reminder to me of my purpose in being here and that there are little eyes watching me even when I’m not expecting it! I love being with the children here, I am just in awe of how joyful and energized you can be when the Lord gives you a passion for something!
Tomorrow we will begin the bible school classes, and I am so excited to see what God has in store! I can see His hand in so many big ways around me here. Even as I type, I have a 2 year old playing in my lap, bursting with giggles. A few weeks ago, I’m told that she would not even smile or cry because she was so malnourished, but the Lord has been at work in her little life and been healing and nourishing her body, as well as providing for her future. Her name is Faith and at the beginning of the summer, her mother moved her and her sisters down to Masesse from northern Uganda where her husband was recently killed by the rebels. They have been in need of a home and the Lord has in the past few weeks provided them with the money to buy a home! God is in the business of healing and providing, and it is so exciting to have a front row seat!
Thank you all for your e-mails and prayers! It is good to know that there are so many of my loved ones on the front lines of this spiritual battle praying for me! I’ve had a lot of questions about my living situation, so here are a few details about that! Right now, there are 6 women staying and volunteering here at the SHC home. Renee’s cousin, Elly, is here to help me with the bible clubs, and will be leading the praise and worship for the kids. She has been a joy already this week and I am looking forward to working with her and watching as the Lord works through her. Rachel Fix, Pastor Adam’s sister, and her best friend Ariel are also here visiting, which has been so much fun, but they will be leaving after next week. There is also Shana, who has been serving with Renee all summer, and she will be heading back to Canada to study for the fall semester, and possibly come back for spring when I come home. I have been blessed so much by the great friendships that the Lord has already provided for encouragement and fun while I am serving here! There is also a house woman named Beatrice, who lives in the little house behind our house within our compound and cleans house and does the laundry. She is just my age and has 2 adorable little boys, James and Joseph. She has told me multiple times that she loves it here with the aunties, and is so happy to have a good job. Originally, the house had no kitchen, but Renee was able to buy some countertops, a small stove and a small refrigerator, so we now have a fully functional kitchen! Praise God!! There are 4 bathrooms, but only 2 with water heaters, and only one that works. It is a blessing to have so much room, especially during bath time for the children, because we can divide and conquer a bit!
This week we will need prayer for health as there has been a bug going through the house, and of course we are continuously surrounded by sick kids. I would also ask for prayer for the bible classes tomorrow and all this week as we step out in faith that the Lord will use us to communicate his word despite the language barrier between some of the kids. I am filled with thanksgiving that the Lord has been showing His faithfulness in giving purpose to every aspect of ministry that He has been preparing me for. My heart is full everyday and overflowing with His joy as I watch the wonderful movement of His hands in the lives of His people, and I am in anticipation of what He will continue to do! I am joyful to be able to share in these blessings and share these victories with you, my friends! Please continue to send me your e-mail messages; they are a blessing and encouragement to me even though I cannot reply to many of them! All my love, as your sister in Christ and for His glory,
Heidi
What a week it has been! I arrived safely in Uganda and have been working hard to get adjusted to the rhythm of life here for the past week. I love every second that I’m here and am continually overwhelmed by the joy of Christ! Many of you know that I am living in a house in Masesse, Uganda with Renee Bach volunteering with her ministry Serving His Children. Every Tuesday and Thursday, Serving His Children provides food for the children of the community, and I have had the wonderful opportunity to take part this week in what God is doing through the feeding program. SHC also provides medical relief to the community and this week there were 9 babies living in our house receiving treatment for many things ranging from malaria to scabbies to infected wounds. My room is just down the hall from the babies’ room, so I have had the excitement of little ones waking me up every morning. It is a wonderful reminder to me of my purpose in being here and that there are little eyes watching me even when I’m not expecting it! I love being with the children here, I am just in awe of how joyful and energized you can be when the Lord gives you a passion for something!
Tomorrow we will begin the bible school classes, and I am so excited to see what God has in store! I can see His hand in so many big ways around me here. Even as I type, I have a 2 year old playing in my lap, bursting with giggles. A few weeks ago, I’m told that she would not even smile or cry because she was so malnourished, but the Lord has been at work in her little life and been healing and nourishing her body, as well as providing for her future. Her name is Faith and at the beginning of the summer, her mother moved her and her sisters down to Masesse from northern Uganda where her husband was recently killed by the rebels. They have been in need of a home and the Lord has in the past few weeks provided them with the money to buy a home! God is in the business of healing and providing, and it is so exciting to have a front row seat!
Thank you all for your e-mails and prayers! It is good to know that there are so many of my loved ones on the front lines of this spiritual battle praying for me! I’ve had a lot of questions about my living situation, so here are a few details about that! Right now, there are 6 women staying and volunteering here at the SHC home. Renee’s cousin, Elly, is here to help me with the bible clubs, and will be leading the praise and worship for the kids. She has been a joy already this week and I am looking forward to working with her and watching as the Lord works through her. Rachel Fix, Pastor Adam’s sister, and her best friend Ariel are also here visiting, which has been so much fun, but they will be leaving after next week. There is also Shana, who has been serving with Renee all summer, and she will be heading back to Canada to study for the fall semester, and possibly come back for spring when I come home. I have been blessed so much by the great friendships that the Lord has already provided for encouragement and fun while I am serving here! There is also a house woman named Beatrice, who lives in the little house behind our house within our compound and cleans house and does the laundry. She is just my age and has 2 adorable little boys, James and Joseph. She has told me multiple times that she loves it here with the aunties, and is so happy to have a good job. Originally, the house had no kitchen, but Renee was able to buy some countertops, a small stove and a small refrigerator, so we now have a fully functional kitchen! Praise God!! There are 4 bathrooms, but only 2 with water heaters, and only one that works. It is a blessing to have so much room, especially during bath time for the children, because we can divide and conquer a bit!
This week we will need prayer for health as there has been a bug going through the house, and of course we are continuously surrounded by sick kids. I would also ask for prayer for the bible classes tomorrow and all this week as we step out in faith that the Lord will use us to communicate his word despite the language barrier between some of the kids. I am filled with thanksgiving that the Lord has been showing His faithfulness in giving purpose to every aspect of ministry that He has been preparing me for. My heart is full everyday and overflowing with His joy as I watch the wonderful movement of His hands in the lives of His people, and I am in anticipation of what He will continue to do! I am joyful to be able to share in these blessings and share these victories with you, my friends! Please continue to send me your e-mail messages; they are a blessing and encouragement to me even though I cannot reply to many of them! All my love, as your sister in Christ and for His glory,
Heidi
Monday, August 3, 2009
More than Conquerers!
What a promise!! And our God is a keeper of promises, always true to His Word! How well I know it! I cannot tell you, my friends, the amazing journey that this preparation period has proved to be already! I wish you could see the magnitude of God's great power as he reveals it into the quiet places of my heart! He is so faithful to reveal Himself when we seek Him. As I stand here on the edge of the unknown, staring into the reality of my own inadequacy and unworthiness, I begin to understand what it means to really trust God! The past few weeks have been filled with fervent prayer and seeking for guidance and wisdom for the weeks to come and a readiness for the events that I will soon encounter. How faithful God is to remind me of His strength!
For every fear I've conceived over the past months, the Lord has brought forth His Word to strike it down. For my fear of spiritual attack that I would not be able to withstand, He revealed Psalm 11, "In the Lord I take refuge. How then can you say to me: "Flee like a bird to the mountain. For look the wicked bend their bows; they set their arrows against the strings to shoot from the shadows at the upright in heart. When the foundations are being destroyed, what can the righteous do?" The LORD is in his holy temple; the LORD is on his heavenly throne. He observes the sons of men: his eyes examine them. The LORD examines the righteous, but the wicked and those who love violence his soul hates. On the wicked he will rain fiery coals and burning sulfur; a scorching wind will be their lot. For the LORD is righteous, he loves justice; upright men will see his face."
For the fear of failure in ministry, He reminded me of Isaiah 55:10-11: "As the rain and the snow come down from heaven, and do not return to it without watering the earth and making it bud and flourish, so that it yields seed for the sower and bread for the eater, so is my word that goes out form my mouth: It will not return to me empty, but will accomplish what I desire and achieve the purpose for which I sent it."
For the fear of not having enough curriculum or teaching tools to communicate the gospel, Hebrews 4:12 "For the word of God is living and active. Sharper than any double edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart."
God's word is powerful!! It is sharper than any double edged sword, and will be our offensive weapon in battle if we will wield it! John Piper words it very well in Desiring God, "We have one offensive weapon: the sword of the Spirit, the Word of God. But what any christians fail to realize is that we can't draw the sword from someone else's scabbard. If we don't wear it, we can't wield it. If the Word of God does not abide in us, we will reach for it in vain when the enemy strikes. But if we do wear it, if it lives within us, what mighty warriors we can be! This has been the secret of God's great spiritual warriors. They have saturated themselves with the Word of God....The Sword of the Spirit is full of victory. But how few will give themselves to the deep and disciplined exercise of soul to take up and wield it with joy and power!"
What a truth this is! Had I not been in the word during this time, I would be paralized by fear from the decietful attacks of the evil one! What a wonderful God we serve that He does not leave us to our sinful, fearful thoughts but draws us to his Word and teaches our souls of His character and strength!
How sweet are the words that come from the mouth of the LORD! The more I grow, the more I truly treasure his Word, and the wonderful strength and confidance it equips us with! My constant reminder and encouragement has been from Romans 8, and is the entire basis for this note and for the duration of my journey is the fact that we are called by God and he has made us more than conquerers!
"We know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. For those God foreknew he also predestined to be confirmed in the likeness of His Son, that he might be the firstborn amoung many brothers. And those he predestined he also called; those he called he also justified; those he justified he alsoglorified. What, then, shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be against us? He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all_ how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things? Who will bring a charge against those whom God has chosen? It is God who justifies. Who is he that condemns? Christ Jesus, who died- more than that, who was raised to life- is at the right hand of God and is also interceding for us. Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? As it is written: "For your sake we face death all day long; we are considered as shepp to be slaughtered." No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present or the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us form the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord!"
For every fear I've conceived over the past months, the Lord has brought forth His Word to strike it down. For my fear of spiritual attack that I would not be able to withstand, He revealed Psalm 11, "In the Lord I take refuge. How then can you say to me: "Flee like a bird to the mountain. For look the wicked bend their bows; they set their arrows against the strings to shoot from the shadows at the upright in heart. When the foundations are being destroyed, what can the righteous do?" The LORD is in his holy temple; the LORD is on his heavenly throne. He observes the sons of men: his eyes examine them. The LORD examines the righteous, but the wicked and those who love violence his soul hates. On the wicked he will rain fiery coals and burning sulfur; a scorching wind will be their lot. For the LORD is righteous, he loves justice; upright men will see his face."
For the fear of failure in ministry, He reminded me of Isaiah 55:10-11: "As the rain and the snow come down from heaven, and do not return to it without watering the earth and making it bud and flourish, so that it yields seed for the sower and bread for the eater, so is my word that goes out form my mouth: It will not return to me empty, but will accomplish what I desire and achieve the purpose for which I sent it."
For the fear of not having enough curriculum or teaching tools to communicate the gospel, Hebrews 4:12 "For the word of God is living and active. Sharper than any double edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart."
God's word is powerful!! It is sharper than any double edged sword, and will be our offensive weapon in battle if we will wield it! John Piper words it very well in Desiring God, "We have one offensive weapon: the sword of the Spirit, the Word of God. But what any christians fail to realize is that we can't draw the sword from someone else's scabbard. If we don't wear it, we can't wield it. If the Word of God does not abide in us, we will reach for it in vain when the enemy strikes. But if we do wear it, if it lives within us, what mighty warriors we can be! This has been the secret of God's great spiritual warriors. They have saturated themselves with the Word of God....The Sword of the Spirit is full of victory. But how few will give themselves to the deep and disciplined exercise of soul to take up and wield it with joy and power!"
What a truth this is! Had I not been in the word during this time, I would be paralized by fear from the decietful attacks of the evil one! What a wonderful God we serve that He does not leave us to our sinful, fearful thoughts but draws us to his Word and teaches our souls of His character and strength!
How sweet are the words that come from the mouth of the LORD! The more I grow, the more I truly treasure his Word, and the wonderful strength and confidance it equips us with! My constant reminder and encouragement has been from Romans 8, and is the entire basis for this note and for the duration of my journey is the fact that we are called by God and he has made us more than conquerers!
"We know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. For those God foreknew he also predestined to be confirmed in the likeness of His Son, that he might be the firstborn amoung many brothers. And those he predestined he also called; those he called he also justified; those he justified he alsoglorified. What, then, shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be against us? He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all_ how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things? Who will bring a charge against those whom God has chosen? It is God who justifies. Who is he that condemns? Christ Jesus, who died- more than that, who was raised to life- is at the right hand of God and is also interceding for us. Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? As it is written: "For your sake we face death all day long; we are considered as shepp to be slaughtered." No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present or the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us form the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord!"
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Joyous anticipation!
Hello my friends!!
I cannot even describe the way it feels to be on the verge of this great adventure! The Lord has filled me with such joy and awe as He continues to bring together all of the details of this trip and ministry. I wanted to say a giant THANK YOU! to all of the people who came out for the Hike for Hope last Sunday. It was a great success; a wonderful time of prayer and fellowship, a beautiful afternoon with not even a drop of rain (a huge answer to prayer!), and we raised over a thousand dollars! Praise God for His awesome Providence and the blessing and honor of watching Him provide in big and exciting ways and getting to be a part!
I know that many individuals have been asking how they can help specifically with the preparations for this new ministry, so I wanted to give an update of where I'm at, and how individuals can help out if they feel so led.
Financially, I have have raised about 5/6th of my goal, so I have about $1000 left to raise. If the Lord is calling you to participate financially, you can make out a check to Calvary Church and write in the note that it is for the Uganda mission. Checks can be sent to Calvary Church at 12700 Sheridan Blvd., Broomfield CO, 80020, or placed in the offering on Sunday morning. Remember that all contributions to this ministry need to come second to your regular tithe to your home church.
As far as supplies go, I do have a few items that I am still collecting but have very limited space. If you feel that you can help by purchasing supplies or items for me to bring, please send me an e-mail and I'll let you know more specifically how you can help. My address is 7heidijo@comcast.net.
In prayer, I would ask that everyone pray fervently for Serving His Children. This week is the first week that they are officially up and running! Today was the first day of the feeding ministry and as they begin all of the functions that the Lord has called them to right now, they need brothers and sisters on the front lines doing battle for them in prayer! Check out Renee Bach's blog at www.servinghischildreninuganda.blogspot.com to see pictures and hear about how God is revealing Himself through beans! I would also ask you to pray for this specific branch of Serving His Children, the bible school. Pray for me as I prepare lesson plans, that they would be Christ centered and God honoring. Pray for the hearts of the children, that they would have ears to hear, and that the Lord would make Himself so real to them! Pray that the Lord would continue to provide financially, that we would have no problem purchasing the rest of the supplies in Masese. Pray for safety in travel, and health for everyone serving. Most importantly, pray that God would be turning back hearts and transforming lives for His name and His glory because of His Son!
Thank you so very much for your continued prayers and support! I am so blessed and encouraged that the Lord has raised up so many individuals to be apart of His plan for Masese, Uganda! Please contact me with any questions!
I cannot even describe the way it feels to be on the verge of this great adventure! The Lord has filled me with such joy and awe as He continues to bring together all of the details of this trip and ministry. I wanted to say a giant THANK YOU! to all of the people who came out for the Hike for Hope last Sunday. It was a great success; a wonderful time of prayer and fellowship, a beautiful afternoon with not even a drop of rain (a huge answer to prayer!), and we raised over a thousand dollars! Praise God for His awesome Providence and the blessing and honor of watching Him provide in big and exciting ways and getting to be a part!
I know that many individuals have been asking how they can help specifically with the preparations for this new ministry, so I wanted to give an update of where I'm at, and how individuals can help out if they feel so led.
Financially, I have have raised about 5/6th of my goal, so I have about $1000 left to raise. If the Lord is calling you to participate financially, you can make out a check to Calvary Church and write in the note that it is for the Uganda mission. Checks can be sent to Calvary Church at 12700 Sheridan Blvd., Broomfield CO, 80020, or placed in the offering on Sunday morning. Remember that all contributions to this ministry need to come second to your regular tithe to your home church.
As far as supplies go, I do have a few items that I am still collecting but have very limited space. If you feel that you can help by purchasing supplies or items for me to bring, please send me an e-mail and I'll let you know more specifically how you can help. My address is 7heidijo@comcast.net.
In prayer, I would ask that everyone pray fervently for Serving His Children. This week is the first week that they are officially up and running! Today was the first day of the feeding ministry and as they begin all of the functions that the Lord has called them to right now, they need brothers and sisters on the front lines doing battle for them in prayer! Check out Renee Bach's blog at www.servinghischildreninuganda.blogspot.com to see pictures and hear about how God is revealing Himself through beans! I would also ask you to pray for this specific branch of Serving His Children, the bible school. Pray for me as I prepare lesson plans, that they would be Christ centered and God honoring. Pray for the hearts of the children, that they would have ears to hear, and that the Lord would make Himself so real to them! Pray that the Lord would continue to provide financially, that we would have no problem purchasing the rest of the supplies in Masese. Pray for safety in travel, and health for everyone serving. Most importantly, pray that God would be turning back hearts and transforming lives for His name and His glory because of His Son!
Thank you so very much for your continued prayers and support! I am so blessed and encouraged that the Lord has raised up so many individuals to be apart of His plan for Masese, Uganda! Please contact me with any questions!
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
The Beauty of Grace through Trials
A truth that has offered much strength and hope to me over the years is one that comes out of 2 Corinthians 12. The well known verse that I have held close to my heart through many struggles is verse 9: "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." There is such great truth in these words; God's great and immeasurable grace is more than sufficient for us, and we can see God's power more clearly when we are weak and have to lean entirely on His strength. For a period of time I used to think of this passage as a message addressing my tendency towards feelings of fear and inadequacy, reminding me that God is big enough and that He displays His power through our weaknesses so it can be seen by others. It is indeed true that God desires to use us to show His power through our weaknesses, however it has not been until this last year that I have seen so clearly the beauty of this grace that He allows us to see His strength through the middle of our trials and areas of weakness! It had been a topic that I was a little fearful of because I struggled with my fear of experiencing trials and painful situations to show Christ's power to others. It was a wonder to me how Paul could truly say that he "delighted in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties." Those are not things that I generally delight in, and I think I know a few other comfort-seeking humans who feel the same way!
But as I have faced trials in my own life, and shared in the sufferings of loved ones, I've come to see grace so much clearer, and I've come to know Jesus is a more intimate and wonderful way! There is not one painful trial that I have encountered that I would erase from my past, because as I reflect on my own trials, I can see how each one revealed a different aspect of God's character to me, and always reminded me of my real need for a savior. The source of pain and suffering in this world is sin, not always our own, but because we as humans have separated ourselves from God through sin. I think that often we don't understand the depth of our need for a savior. We often feel that we appreciate God's grace because we sometimes say or think things that we shouldn't, but when we are confronted with our own real sin, even just the realization of the real possibility of sin in our lives, we get the wonderful blessing of experiencing the magnitude of God's grace in our lives! Its so beautiful to see how great the love and how sweet the grace of Jesus Christ truly is! That is why Paul, and now myself, delight in all the more hardships, and weaknesses! Paul ends the chapter saying, "for when I am weak, then I am strong." Paul grasped the magnitude of His need for Jesus, recognizing that when he was not trying to depend on his own strength, (which is prideful sin), He was all the more empowered by Christ and could see God more clearly and understand His character and grace so much more.
As I've been reflecting on lessons learned over the past year, I found this one to be confirmed over and over through many different situations and individuals in my life. As I prepare to follow the leading of Christ into the middle of Africa, I have been reminded by many individuals of the dangers and risks of this location. The evil one reminds me of my own inadequacies, and my sinful spirit begins to worry at times. But here, in the face of fear, and by the power of the Holy Spirit who has the wonderful grace to choose to lead my heart, I choose to say that I will "boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me....For when I am weak, then I am strong."
But as I have faced trials in my own life, and shared in the sufferings of loved ones, I've come to see grace so much clearer, and I've come to know Jesus is a more intimate and wonderful way! There is not one painful trial that I have encountered that I would erase from my past, because as I reflect on my own trials, I can see how each one revealed a different aspect of God's character to me, and always reminded me of my real need for a savior. The source of pain and suffering in this world is sin, not always our own, but because we as humans have separated ourselves from God through sin. I think that often we don't understand the depth of our need for a savior. We often feel that we appreciate God's grace because we sometimes say or think things that we shouldn't, but when we are confronted with our own real sin, even just the realization of the real possibility of sin in our lives, we get the wonderful blessing of experiencing the magnitude of God's grace in our lives! Its so beautiful to see how great the love and how sweet the grace of Jesus Christ truly is! That is why Paul, and now myself, delight in all the more hardships, and weaknesses! Paul ends the chapter saying, "for when I am weak, then I am strong." Paul grasped the magnitude of His need for Jesus, recognizing that when he was not trying to depend on his own strength, (which is prideful sin), He was all the more empowered by Christ and could see God more clearly and understand His character and grace so much more.
As I've been reflecting on lessons learned over the past year, I found this one to be confirmed over and over through many different situations and individuals in my life. As I prepare to follow the leading of Christ into the middle of Africa, I have been reminded by many individuals of the dangers and risks of this location. The evil one reminds me of my own inadequacies, and my sinful spirit begins to worry at times. But here, in the face of fear, and by the power of the Holy Spirit who has the wonderful grace to choose to lead my heart, I choose to say that I will "boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me....For when I am weak, then I am strong."
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Why Uganda? And other details...
Following the leading of Christ is the passion of my life, I get very excited to share what He has revealed to me and the steps that He has led me to take. Because of this excitement, I tend to give long explanations with tons of details, so when I wrote out my support letter for Uganda earlier this week, I found myself looking at 2 pages worth of single spaced, 6 point font details. I was advised that this is way to long for a support letter. :) So, because I love everyone to know how great our God is in how he leads hearts and opens doors, I decided to cut all the details out of my letter and put them here! For everyone who has received my letter or will soon, the following is a bit of background to what God has been doing and how he lead me to Serving His Children. Believe it or not, this is the condensed version!
In three short months, I will be heading down to the heart of Africa to teach the gospel to children and the community in the city of Masese, Uganda!
I am so excited to be sharing with you the newest adventure that the LORD has set before me! Many of you have been faithful prayer warriors and by faith have financially supported me in the past as the LORD has led me through steps in ministry that have led me into a deeper intimacy with himself and a deeper passion for serving him with the talents that He has equipped me with. You may recall that a little over a year ago I was apart of a team that went to Salter’s Hill, Jamaica to serve at Robin’s Nest Children’s home. As I walked away from those two weeks (and some sweet baby boys that held my heart strings with a death grip), and headed home to the states, a burden fell upon my soul that I can barely express. The LORD let me know right then that children’s ministry was to be a permanent occupation for my life, and that very soon He would be calling me again to step out in faith and serve His children for His glory. There is indescribable joy that comes with sharing the hope of the gospel with little children and watching them soak in the very news that they were created to delight in!
Little did I know that this renewed understanding of my passion would bring me all the way down to the Equator! As I prayerfully searched for the location and timing that the Father was calling me to, I steered clear of any thoughts of Africa. It is far too terrifying and far too devastated for someone small, weak and silly like me. Thankfully, we have a Councilor who does not let us think that WE are the source of strength, or that the ability to impact lives comes from ourselves; He quickly reminded me that of course I was not big, strong, or smart enough! His strength is made perfect in our weakness, and He has equipped me with everything that I need to simply obey. Through a series of divine encounters and events, the LORD continued to spark inside me a deep concern for the people of AID’s stricken, and war torn Uganda. My heart was full of fear thinking of the possibility of being sent to Uganda, but one night as I discussed my reservations with a friend, the Holy Spirit struck me with such authority and power that I was positive of His guiding and direction. As I described all the reasons I had for not going to Uganda, I found words coming out of my mouth that confirmed that the LORD was calling me to walk in His strength rather than my own: “I will not allow fear to get in the way of following what the LORD has called me to do!” I hadn't been thinking those words, but God let me know in a unique way that He expected obedience. When the Father speaks that clearly, it is foolish to second guess it. Peace overtook me at that moment and I was able to worship God in the certainty that He would guide me into His will for His glory.
Since that evening, the LORD has opened every door and sent into motion all the events that have brought me to the ministry Serving His Children. Through the connection of a sweet woman Rachel Fix, I was able to get correspondence with a woman named Renee Bach, the founder of this ministry. I felt that the LORD was calling me to a ministry where I could use my specific talents to teach. Without knowing what specific tasks the LORD would provide for me, I asked general questions about her ministry and their needs. After a few e-mails back and forth, it became clear that the position I had been praying for, Renee had been praying that the LORD would provide someone to head up. Her vision was to add on to her ministry by creating a bible school for the community and individuals who took part in the other ministries of Serving His Children.
The plan now is that I will travel out to Masese beginning on August 11th of this year, bringing with me supplies and a curriculum to teach at the bible camp. My primary job will be teaching and coordinating events for the bible school. I will also be volunteering for the other ministries of Serving His Children as they have need. Of course, I am taking this step in faith, as I do not have the funds necessary to make this trip. I will be spending 4 months there and will need funding for my entire stay there. Transportation, rent for a space in the Serving His Children facility, and food for myself are my primary needs. I am also praying that the LORD will provide funding for the ministry itself; for curriculum supplies, shipping of extra supplies, and other needs.
In three short months, I will be heading down to the heart of Africa to teach the gospel to children and the community in the city of Masese, Uganda!
I am so excited to be sharing with you the newest adventure that the LORD has set before me! Many of you have been faithful prayer warriors and by faith have financially supported me in the past as the LORD has led me through steps in ministry that have led me into a deeper intimacy with himself and a deeper passion for serving him with the talents that He has equipped me with. You may recall that a little over a year ago I was apart of a team that went to Salter’s Hill, Jamaica to serve at Robin’s Nest Children’s home. As I walked away from those two weeks (and some sweet baby boys that held my heart strings with a death grip), and headed home to the states, a burden fell upon my soul that I can barely express. The LORD let me know right then that children’s ministry was to be a permanent occupation for my life, and that very soon He would be calling me again to step out in faith and serve His children for His glory. There is indescribable joy that comes with sharing the hope of the gospel with little children and watching them soak in the very news that they were created to delight in!
Little did I know that this renewed understanding of my passion would bring me all the way down to the Equator! As I prayerfully searched for the location and timing that the Father was calling me to, I steered clear of any thoughts of Africa. It is far too terrifying and far too devastated for someone small, weak and silly like me. Thankfully, we have a Councilor who does not let us think that WE are the source of strength, or that the ability to impact lives comes from ourselves; He quickly reminded me that of course I was not big, strong, or smart enough! His strength is made perfect in our weakness, and He has equipped me with everything that I need to simply obey. Through a series of divine encounters and events, the LORD continued to spark inside me a deep concern for the people of AID’s stricken, and war torn Uganda. My heart was full of fear thinking of the possibility of being sent to Uganda, but one night as I discussed my reservations with a friend, the Holy Spirit struck me with such authority and power that I was positive of His guiding and direction. As I described all the reasons I had for not going to Uganda, I found words coming out of my mouth that confirmed that the LORD was calling me to walk in His strength rather than my own: “I will not allow fear to get in the way of following what the LORD has called me to do!” I hadn't been thinking those words, but God let me know in a unique way that He expected obedience. When the Father speaks that clearly, it is foolish to second guess it. Peace overtook me at that moment and I was able to worship God in the certainty that He would guide me into His will for His glory.
Since that evening, the LORD has opened every door and sent into motion all the events that have brought me to the ministry Serving His Children. Through the connection of a sweet woman Rachel Fix, I was able to get correspondence with a woman named Renee Bach, the founder of this ministry. I felt that the LORD was calling me to a ministry where I could use my specific talents to teach. Without knowing what specific tasks the LORD would provide for me, I asked general questions about her ministry and their needs. After a few e-mails back and forth, it became clear that the position I had been praying for, Renee had been praying that the LORD would provide someone to head up. Her vision was to add on to her ministry by creating a bible school for the community and individuals who took part in the other ministries of Serving His Children.
The plan now is that I will travel out to Masese beginning on August 11th of this year, bringing with me supplies and a curriculum to teach at the bible camp. My primary job will be teaching and coordinating events for the bible school. I will also be volunteering for the other ministries of Serving His Children as they have need. Of course, I am taking this step in faith, as I do not have the funds necessary to make this trip. I will be spending 4 months there and will need funding for my entire stay there. Transportation, rent for a space in the Serving His Children facility, and food for myself are my primary needs. I am also praying that the LORD will provide funding for the ministry itself; for curriculum supplies, shipping of extra supplies, and other needs.
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